What's wrong with me?

Hello Depression...It's been a while.

I'm not talking about the "feeling a little blue" or having an "off week."

I'm talking about full blown depression that makes EVERYTHING exhausting.
That makes you avoid the phone and calling the people you love because you just don't have the energy to pretend everything is ok.

I'm talking about the kind of depression that makes 1pm feel like 6am in the morning and you're just so so tired and question if you can even get out of bed that day.

The kind of depression that has opened that dark, dark place in your mind and now that demon bitch who use to rule your life is stomping around inside your brain continually kicking your ass, and you're just so tired and you don't know if you can keep fighting her.

My mom, frantic, called an emergency session with my therapist tonight.
So I guess I'm going to that.