
I'm feeling a little trapped and cranky.
Grateful for David who says things to me that aren't pleasant to hear...that make me feel embarrassed because I realize how true they are.
Oh Self Reflection. You can be a real bitch sometimes.
But I'm striving to check my ego and wrap myself in humility.
Anyways. I'm having one of those ridiculous days where I want to jump in my car and drive away...to go have an adventure.
And then the panic of "no money" hits me in the face.
It's going to be really tough to even make my rent this month, let alone have much food to eat.
*sigh*
I'm watching a Brady Bunch marathon today and feeling pangs in my chest...
I want to jump into the screen and be part of that perfect TV family in that seemingly perfect time.
When things in life were so much simpler, but still comfortable. When a person could actually go to college without MOUNTAINS of debt. When A family could actually live on one salary and girls still knew how to sew and wore aprons.
Before everything got so damn jaded.
Hopefully I'm just having a mean case of PMS...
Grateful for David who says things to me that aren't pleasant to hear...that make me feel embarrassed because I realize how true they are.
Oh Self Reflection. You can be a real bitch sometimes.
But I'm striving to check my ego and wrap myself in humility.
Anyways. I'm having one of those ridiculous days where I want to jump in my car and drive away...to go have an adventure.
And then the panic of "no money" hits me in the face.
It's going to be really tough to even make my rent this month, let alone have much food to eat.
*sigh*
I'm watching a Brady Bunch marathon today and feeling pangs in my chest...
I want to jump into the screen and be part of that perfect TV family in that seemingly perfect time.
When things in life were so much simpler, but still comfortable. When a person could actually go to college without MOUNTAINS of debt. When A family could actually live on one salary and girls still knew how to sew and wore aprons.
Before everything got so damn jaded.
Hopefully I'm just having a mean case of PMS...
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